{"id":1701,"date":"2013-07-25T02:05:34","date_gmt":"2013-07-25T01:05:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jarfm.com\/?p=1701"},"modified":"2013-07-25T17:51:44","modified_gmt":"2013-07-25T16:51:44","slug":"sadness-and-blues","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/?p=1701","title":{"rendered":"Sadness and Blues"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today I finally found out I did not get the job I interviewed for last Friday. I cannot even tell you how gutted I was to not get the job. Those of you that read my <a href=\"http:\/\/jarfm.com\/?p=1699\">last post<\/a> will know that I only recently started a new job. However, the job is only part time and I really need to find myself a full time job so I can move.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/jarfm.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/20130725-174931.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" alt=\"20130725-174931.jpg\" src=\"http:\/\/jarfm.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/20130725-174931.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I really need to find myself somewhere to move to before I go even more crazy where I currently am. I cannot cook properly (and therefore eat properly), sit at a chair or do much else without trouble (trouble being either it being tricky or I get moaned at). I have had enough of trying to live in such conditions and for my own health and safety, need to move out ASAP.<br \/>\nThe trouble in the area I currently live is that even to rent a basic 1 bedroom flat (if you can find one) you need to pay at least \u00a3600 a month and on the hours I currently do, there is no way that I can afford that let alone any bills or food on top.<\/p>\n<p>I have been looking for a long while at moving back to where I was at university, this interview was for a great job doing something I am very capable of doing. If I was not perfect for the job, I do not know what they were looking for.<br \/>\nThis has, however, made me even more determined to get out of my current &#8220;hole&#8221; and follow my heart, as I have dreamed of nothing more since I left to do my teacher training 6 years ago.<\/p>\n<p>I started 2013 by writing a list of goals in my A5 Holborn Filofax, some of these I have managed to achieve already, others are still waiting to be accomplished. I think I also need to redefine some of these and add a few more specific goals too.<br \/>\nTherefore, over the weekend, I am going to review what I have written and work out how to honour what I have achieved whilst having a clear idea of what still needs to be done.<\/p>\n<p>I am going to use my A5 Filofax for this as there is more space available to me. I am wondering if anyone else does something similar and can offer me some advice\/tips? I&#8217;m not sure I want more specific time scales attached to my planning other than during 2013 as I&#8217;m sure that will lead to more &#8220;stinking thinking&#8221; as FlyLady puts it!<\/p>\n<p>So, fellow bloggers, planners, organisers, Filofax lovers and spiritual folk, comment or link some tips\/suggestions\/ideas that you feel I can use to help me on my quest for setting the work\/moving wheels in the right direction using my Filofax.<\/p>\n<p>A little bit lost, SazD<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"1701\">\n<p>Views: 907 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today I finally found out I did not get the job I interviewed for last Friday. I cannot even tell you how gutted I was to not get the job. Those of you that read my last post will know that I only recently started a new job. However, the job is only part time and I really need to find myself a full time job so I can move. I really need to find myself somewhere to move to before I go even more crazy where I currently am.&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1713,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[31,7,53,35,55,57,59],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1701","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-a5","category-filofax","category-flylady","category-holborn","category-jobs","category-moving","category-work"],"gutentor_comment":2,"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p2NTg0-rr","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/20130725-174624.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1701","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1701"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1701\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1725,"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1701\/revisions\/1725"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1713"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1701"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1701"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jarfm.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1701"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}